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April 3, 2009


9 Crimes- Damien Rice [Sydney]
Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you

45- Shinedown
In these times of doing what you're told
Keep these feelings, no one knows
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart

And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,
I'm swimming through the ashes of another life


10,000 Fists- Disturbed
One more goddamned day when I know what I want
And my want will be considered tonight, considered tonight
Just another day when all that I want
Will mark me as a sinner tonight, I'm a sinner tonight


All These Things I've Done- The Killers

And when there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
These changes ain't changing me
The cold-hearted boy I used to be

Amie- Damien Rice [April]
Nothing unusual nothing's changed
Just a little older that's all
You know when you've found it there's something I've learned
'Cause you feel it when they take it away hey hey
Then something unusual something strange
Comes from nothing at all
But I'm not a miracle and you're not a saint
Just another soldier on a road to nowhere


Another Perfect Catastrophe- Firewater
When retreat is not an option
And remorse just ain't your style
There must be something left to do
Because every tragedy is a comedy
Unless you're the victim
Then you're just another monkey in the zoo


Another Word For Desperate- Straylight Run [Thaneplot]
And oh the awkward way that you recoil when I get too close
And oh the awful grin that greets me when I know I'm wrong
So down on hands and knees, choking, gasping, dripping spit
I just can't make good on any of these promises

Ballad of Maxwell Demon- Shudder to Think
Got tired of wasting gas living above the planet
Mister, show me the way to earth
The boys of Quadrant 44 with their vicious metal hounds
Never come around here no more
Sometimes I wonder if I'm still alive
Six feet down at age 25


Bastard- Ben Folds
The more you know, you know you don't know shit
"The Whiz Man" will never fit you like "The Whiz Kid" did
So why you gotta act like you know when you don't know?
It's okay if you don't know everything

Battle Without Honor or Humanity- Tomoyasu Hotei [Shotgun Apocalypse]
(Instrumental)

Be My Escape- Relient K [Redemption!Arc]
This one last bullet you mention
Is my one last shot at redemption


Beat It- Fall Out Boy
They're out to get you, better leave while you can
Don't wanna be a boy, you wanna be a man
You wanna stay alive, better do what you can
So beat it, just beat it


Behind Blue Eyes- The Who
No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

Bend and Not Break- Dashboard Confessional
I am fairly agile
I can bend and not break
Or I can break and take it with a smile
And I am so resilient
I recover quickly
I'll convince you soon that I am fine

Try to understand there's and old mistake that fools will make
And I'm the king of them, pushing everything that's good away


Beyond Redemption- HIM
Feel it turning your heart into stone
Feel it piercing your courageous soul
You're beyond redemption
And no one's gonna catch you when you fall

Black-Eyed- Placebo
I was never loyal
Except to my own pleasure zone
I'm forever black-eyed
A product of a broken home

Bleed It Out- Linkin Park
Choppy words in that sloppy flow
Shotgun opera, Lock and Load
Cock it back and then watch it go
Mama help me, I've been cursed.
Death is rolling in every verse
Candy paint on his brand new hearse
Can't contain him, he knows he works
Fuck, this hurts. I won't lie
Doesn't matter how hard I try
Half the words don't mean a thing
And I know that I won't be satisfied


Bother- Stone Sour [Redemption!Arc]
I wish I had a reason;
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds


A Boy and His Machine Gun- Matthew Good Band
A boy and his machine gun
When you're finished struggling
Are you free tonight?
Did they stick you in here
Cause you weren't working right?

Boy Decide- Murder by Death [Redemption!Arc]
There's a son
He is born with a silver spoon in his mouth
Go on, boy, admit
There's gotta be something you love enough to protect

(...)

Boy, decide
Boy, decide
You're too old to fuck around
And too young to die
Time to try life on for size


The Boy With the Bubblegun- Tom McRae
Welcome to the second reel- glad that you could make it
We thought your fate was sealed- it's not what we expected
But you punch above your weight and your stronger than you look
And the ending's not the same- they changed it from the book


Break It Up- Sweet Smell of Success
You're messing around with other people's lives
Not everyone who plays that game survive

Broken- Lifehouse [April]
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

Call Me- Shinedown [April]
I've said it so many times
I would change my ways
No, never mind
God knows I've tried


Call Me a Dog- Chris Cornell

You call me a dog well that's fair enough
'Cause it ain't no use to pretend
You're wrong
When you call me out, I can't hide anymore
I have no disguise you can't see through

Castles Fall- Stoney Clove Lane [April]
You loved me from the start
And watched my metal heart turn to rust
But you're not here at all
To watch my castles fall
And turn to dust


Cheers Darlin'- Damien Rice [Sydney]
What am I darlin'?
A whisper in your ear?
A piece of your cake?
What am I, darlin?
The boy you can fear?
Or your biggest mistake?

Chrome- VNV Nation
A million faces, each a million lies
For each and all a chrome disguise
Prompts for action force reaction
Embody promise in a sheen so pure
Half a measure of blind ambition
The testament to your singular disease
Against all wisdom you heed no warning
Your desires giving you away

Crashing- Unloco
Every time that I bleed it's my affection
Every time that I come clean it's my humiliation
And everything that I say, I say to save myself
Everything that I say makes
My world come crashing down


Crawling in the Dark- Hoobastank
And I wish I could know if the directions that I take
And all the choices that I make won't end up for nothing
Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark looking for an answer
Is there something more than what I've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for an answer

D.O.A.- Foo Fighters
I went down and I fell, I fell so fast
Dropping like the grains in an hour glass
Never say forever 'cause nothing lasts
Dancing with the bones of my buried past

Never mind there's nothing I can do
Bet your life there's something killing you.


Dance With the Devil- Breaking Benjamin
Say goodbye
As we dance with the devil tonight
Don't you dare look at him in the eye
As we dance with the devil tonight

Dangerous Game- Three Doors Down
This young man lies alone, but fastened to the ground
The sound of fleein' feet and the crying eye will be his last sound
But what do we gain from all this?
Now was it worth a life? No.


Daniel Cowman- Regina Spektor
On the day that Daniel Cowman stopped existing
The world should have ended right then and there
At precisely 4:15 when he stopped existing
The world should have ended
How could it go on?
How could it go on?
How could it go on?

Dare You To Move- Switchfoot [Redemption!Arc]
Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?

Demons- Brian McFadden [The Rift]
Have you ever been lost in a different world
Where everything you once knew
Is gone
And you find yourself powerless
With everything that exists
You're numb


Devastation and Reform- Relient K
So lock the windows
And bolt the door
Cuz I've got enough problems
Without creating more

I feel like I was born
To devastation and reform
Destroying everything I loved
And the worst part is
I pull my heart out, reconstruct
And in the end it's nothing but
The shell of what I had when I first started


The Devil Drives- Murder by Death [Redemption!Arc]
Everybody tells themselves
That they must be justified
They do what they do
Because they're trying to get by


Dirty Dice- Katie Melua
With the roll of my dirty dice,
I'm only following the devil's advice.
I'll take your love and leave my kind regards,
But I never cheat at cards.

Dirty Little Secret- Sarah McLachlan
Here's a good one..
Did you hear about my friend
He's embarrassed to be seen now
Because we all know his sins


Disease- Matchbox Twenty [Sydney]
I got a disease
Deep inside me
Makes me feel uneasy. baby
I can't live without you
Tell me what I am supposed to do about it?

Disloyal Order of Water Buffaloes- Fall Out Boy
So boycott love
Detox just to retox
And I'd promise you anything for another shot at life
Imperfect boys
With their perfect lives
Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy


Doing the Best That I Can (Escape From Berlin)- Stevie Nicks [Redemption!Arc]
In my distress, well I wanted someone to blame me
In my devastation, well I wanted so to change
In my way, disaster was the only thing I could depend on
But it's all right, baby, I'm doin' the best that I can


Downfall- Matchbox Twenty [Sydney]
I wonder how you sleep
I wonder what you think - of me
If I could go back
Would you have ever been with me
I want you to be uneased
I want you to remember
I want you to believe in me
I want you on my side

Echo- Trapt
Do I expect to change the past I hold inside
With all the words I say, repeating over in my mind
Some things you can't erase no matter how hard you try
An exit to escape is all there is left to find

Eden- Guster
I only listen 'cause it helps myself
Oh it took me a long time to come to this
And I have chosen my path
I am only for me


Edge of the Earth- 30 Seconds to Mars
You wanna be the one in control
You wanna be the one who's alive
You wanna be the one who gets old
It's not a matter of luck, it's just a matter of time

End Game- Anthony Stewart Head [Thaneplot]
It wasn't meant to happen like this
I need more time to make things right
Not ready to think these things in the middle of the night
Life seems neverending, until it's ending

End of the World News- Tom McRae
And now you're searching, for a sign with your name
To define you the king of the game
What will you do when there's nothing left
For you to earn and for you to learn


Enjoy the Silence- Matthew Good Band [April]
Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world

Every Day Is Exactly the Same- Nine Inch Nails
I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around


Every You Every Me- Placebo
Like the naked leads the blind.
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.


Everybody Knows- Don Henley
Everybody knows that the dice are loaded
Everybody rolls with their fingers crossed
Everybody knows the war is over
Everybody knows the good guys lost
Everybody knows the fight is fixed
The poor stay poor and the rich get rich
That's how it goes
Everybody knows


Everything Louder Than Everything Else- Meatloaf
They got a file on me that's a mile long
And they say that they've got all of the proof
That I'm just another case of arrested development
I'm just another wasted youth

They say that I'm in need of some radical discipline
They say I gotta face the truth
That I'm just another case of arrested development
I'm just another wasted youth


Father's Son- Three Doors Down
He said they never listen
She said they'd never understand
That I don't this for pleasure
I just do it cause I can

Fear of Dying- Jack Off Jill
I'm not afraid of standing still
I'm just afraid of being bored
I'm not afraid of speaking my mind
I'm just afraid of being ignored

I'm not afraid of feeling
And I'm not afraid of trying
I'm just afraid of losing
And I am afraid of dying

Finding Myself- Smile Empty Soul
I don't care anymore if I let you down
I believe that I need to be free
I'm so used to my life with you around
I don't know anymore....the real me

And I thought that I found myself today
And I thought that I had control

Flawed Design- Stabilo
I promise I won't slip up this time
You can trust me
But never take advice from someone
Who just admitted to being devious
Who just confessed to treason
And I would ask
That you never ask a question
That I cannot ask myself
For it might
Dirty up your conscience


From Russia With Love- Matt Monro [Irina]
I've seen places,
Faces and smiled for a moment
But oh, you haunted me so
Still my tongue-tied young pride
Would not let my love for you show
In case you'd say no

Furious Angels- Rob D [Thaneplot]
Like a sentence to death
I've got no options left
I've got nothing to show now
I'm down on the ground
I've got seconds to live
And you can't go now


The Future- Leonard Cohen
Give me back my broken night
My mirrored room, my secret life
It's lonely here,
There's no one left to torture
Give me absolute control
Over every living soul
And lie beside me, baby,
That's an order!

The Garden of Allah- Don Henley
And I said, "Gentleman, and I use that word loosely,
I will testify for you. I'm a gun for hire, I'm a saint, I'm a liar.
Because there are no facts, there is no truth
Just data to be manipulated
I can get you any result you like
What's it worth to you?
Because there is no wrong, there is no right
And I sleep very well at night.
No shame, no solution, no remorse, no retribution."


Get Off Of My Back- Bryan Adams
You know it's all just a game that I'm playing
Don't think that you can't find a way in
That's what I'm saying
Oh if you want to have a go
I just want to let you know

Oh, get off my back and into my game
Get out of my way and out of my brain
Get out of my face or give it your best shot
I think it's time you better face the fact
Get off of my back

Get Out Alive- Three Days Grace
Don't put your life in someone's hands
They're bound to steal it away
Don't hide your mistakes
'Cause they'll find you, burn you


Getting Away With Murder- Papa Roach
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate what creates my own madness
And I'm addicted to your punishment
And you're the master
And I am waiting for disaster


God's Roof- Eric Stuart
The lines that are drawn are faded and cracked.
They'll grease your palm to shoot a man in the back.
Honor and loyalty are something you'll have to prove.
The value of life has been jaded and trashed.
There's a price on his head, blood money paid in cash.
But you're kidding yourself if you think you've got nothing to lose.

Ghost of a Sark- Tom McRae
I'm gonna leave any minute
See the skyline disappear
Head out of the city
Burn my clothes bury my fears
Oh you will never know I was here


Golden Boy- Natalie Merchant
Meteor rise from obscurity
All it took was a killing spree
And the whole world was lying at your feet
Golden boy.

Gunning Down Romance- Savage Garden
Love and other socially acceptable emotions are morphine
They're morphine
Cleverly concealing primal urges often felt but rarely seen
Rarely seen


Guns of Brixton- Nouvelle Vague
When they kick at your front door
How you gonna come?
With your hands on your head
Or on the trigger of your gun

When the law break in
How you gonna go?
Shot down on the pavement
Or waiting on death row

Guys Like Me- Aimee Mann
Guys like me
We don't know how it feels
Absentee even closing the deal
But every player there's a payoff in the final reel
But never with guys like me


The Hand That Feeds- Nine Inch Nails
You're keeping in step
In the line
Got your chin held high and you feel just fine
Because you do
What you're told
But inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?

Hard Sun- Eddie Vedder [April]
Once I stood to lose her
And I saw what I had done
Bowed down and threw away the hours
Of her garden and her sun


So I tried to want her
I turned to see her weep
40 days and 40 nights
And its still coming down on me


Harder to Breathe- Maroon 5

How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle

Haunted- Disturbed
You're broken, so am I
I'm better off alone
No one to turn to
And nothing to call my own

Hazard- Richard Marx
My mother came to Hazard when I was just seven
Even then the folks in town said with prejudiced eyes
"That boy's not right."

Head Like a Hole- Nine Inch Nails
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.


Heart Behind These Hands- Brooklyn

I once had me a fortuneteller tell me about my life
She said if no one's ever loved you child
Then everyone pays the price

The Hell of It- Paul Williams
Love yourself as you loved no other
Be no man's fool and be no man's brother
We're all born to die alone, you know, that's the hell of it.
Life's a game where they're bound to beat you
And time's a trick it can turn to cheat you
And we only waste it anyway,
And that's the hell of it.


Her Brand New Skin- Everclear [Sydney]
She is everywhere I am.
Yeah when I don't want her to be there.


How To Be Dead-  Snow Patrol [Irina and Sydney]
Please don't go crazy, if I tell you the truth
No you don't know what happened
And you never will if
You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall

Hurt- Johnny Cash
And you can have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I Can Change- South Park
I can change, I can change
I can learn to keep my promises, I swear it
I'll open up my heart and I will share it
Any minute now I will be born again


I Fall Over- Mesh
Press my face in the ground
Maybe there's love at the feet of this crowd
Kick my head when it's down
Maybe the sense comes from hearing the sound

I Hope Your Heart Runs Empty- Neverending White Lights
If all the luck in this life has all run
If all my faith is undone, I had none
To track them down and take them back where they belong
Could that explain why I'm here
Is that the reason why I came?
And why I feel this way
I feel, I feel, I feel
I came apart here


I Remember- Damien Rice [Irina and Sydney]
I wanna hear what you have to say about me
Hear if you're gonna live without me

I See You, You See Me- The Magic Numbers [Suzie]
I never wanted to love you, but that's ok
I always knew that you'd leave me anyway
But darling when I see you, I see me

(...)

It's alright- I never thought I'd fall in love again
It's alright- I look to you as my only friend
It's alright- I never thought that I could feel this something
Rising, rising in my veins
Looks like it's happened again


I, The Throw Away- Matthew Good Band
Made a man out of me
A killing machine


I Want It All- Queen
Adventure seeker on an empty street
Just an alley creeper light on his feet
A young fighter screaming with no time for doubt
With the pain and anger, can't see a way out
It ain't much I'm asking I heard him say
Gotta find me a future- move out of my way

I Wanna Be Loved- Bon Jovi
Who do you want me to be?
I can forgive you, but I won't relive you
I ain't the same scared kid I used to be
I'm gonna live, I'm gonna survive
Don't want the world to pass me by
I'm gonna dream, I ain't gonna die
Thinking my life has passed me by


If You Feel Better- Emilie Autumn
If you feel better
Telling me I'm cruel
Saying I'm unfeeling
I don't mind
If it's necessary
If it helps you out
Crying that I'm heartless
It's alright


If You Want To Die in Bed- Miss Saigon
If you want to die in bed
Follow my example
When you see a cloud ahead
It's time to show your class
Hit the door before
They make a target of your ass

In His Eyes- Rebecca LaVelle
He, he don't belong anymore
And he, he has no place anymore
It's dark and cold, it's cold so cold
And he, he don't belong anymore

In the Shadows- The Rasmus
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

Integral- Pet Shop Boys
You've had your chance
Now we've got the mandate
If you've changed your mind
I'm afraid it's too late

We're concerned
You're a threat
You're not integral
To the project


Into the Dark- Ben Lee [Sydney]
You're not a land mine
You're not a gold mine
No you're not mine at all


Into the Dark- The Juliana Theory
Dad, your boy is about to fall.
He walks the razor's edge.
He's on the brink of fading out.
He's at his bitter end.
Dad, your boy who used to run, you taught him how to crawl.
He left home to find his own, now all he had is gone.

Just Can't Win- 10 Years [Sydney]
I just don't know how to win with you
And I can't let go
Part of me is you

The Kill- 30 Seconds to Mars
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all up in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take this anymore
What would you do?

Kiss My Sass- Cobra Starship
And I ain't gonna lie,
I can be a nasty guy.
So you should probably sit
'Cause yeah my words come kinda quick
And if you don't get it let me repeat it, just forget what you thought.

Only see what I let you see
Over and over again.
What you say is nothing new to me.
Honestly.

Let That Be Enough- Switchfoot
It's my birthday tomorrow
No one here could now
I was born this Thursday
22 years ago

And I feel stuck
Watching history repeating
Yeah, who am I?
Just a kid who knows he's needy


Lies- Evanescence
You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above

Life of My Own- Three Doors Down
Kiss me while I'm still alive
Kill me as I kiss the sky
Let me die on my own terms
Let me live and let me learn


Little Drop of Poison- Tom Waits
A rat always knows when he's in with weasels
Here you lose a little every day
I remember when a million was a million
They all have ways to make you pay

Live a Lie- Default
Still don't see much of me giving in
Much too strong to live outside these sins
Feeling like I'm taken lightly, think you see right through me
Words of those that still despise me, think it's eating me you're dreaming


Lover I Don't Have to Love- Bright Eyes
I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck

Macavity the Mystery Cat- Cats
Macavity, Macavity, there's no one like Macavity
He's a fiend in feline shape
A monster of depravity
You may meet him in a by-street
You may see him in the square
But when a crime's discovered
Then Macavity's not there


A Man Ain't Made of Stone- Randy Travis [April]
A man ain't made of stone
A man ain't made of steel
The way I feel right now
I thought I'd never feel

The Man With the Golden Gun- Emiliana Torrini
One golden shot means another poor victim,
Has come to a glittering end,
For a price, he'll erase anyone
The man with the golden gun.

Marching the Hate Machines Into the Sun- Thievery Corporation
We'll let's start now
Making it clear
Who is the enemy, here
And we'll show them
That it's not them
Who is superior

Millennium- Robbie Williams [Lauren]
Some say that we are players
Some say that we are pawns
But we've been making money since the day that we were born

Moral Centralia- Harvey Danger
Drove around all night, stoplights were interminable,
But I get along all right as long I don’t have to interact
With anyone else on a meaningful level, I’ll be fine
Because I don’t want to marry my convictions (not right now).

The Music or the Misery- Fall Out Boy
I'm casually obsessed and I've forgiven death,
I am indifferent, yet (I am a total wreck)
I'm every cliche, but I simply do it best.

And if you wanna go down in history then I'm your prince,
Because they've got me in a bad way
I've never seen a heart I couldn't break.
It was never about the songs, it was competition,
Make the biggest scene, make the biggest...


Narcissus- Alanis Morissette
Dear egotist boy
You've never really had to suffer any consequence
You've never stayed with anyone longer than ten minutes
You'd never understand anyone showing resistance
Dear popular boy
I know you're used to getting everything so easily
A stranger to the concept of reciprocity


No Contest- Chess [Irina]
You taught me, baby
How the few who win aquire
What their heart's desire
It ain't practice, it ain't skill
They'll help, but not as much as wanting will

No Good Deed- Wicked [Thaneplot]
One question haunts and hurts too much, too much to mention
Was I really seeking good or just seeking attention?
Is that all good deeds are when looked at with an ice-cold eye
If that's all good deeds are, maybe that's the reason why
No good deed goes unpunished
All helpful urges should be circumvented
No good deed goes unpunished
Sure I meant well
Well, look at what well-meant did


No Right Angles- Ben Lee [Sydney]
Suspicious minds and you're back on the warpath
All the things you think are up my sleeve
Though you tell me that I'm just like a circle
Somehow you still don't believe
There are no right angles in my life

No Way Out- Phil Collins
Everywhere I turn, I hurt someone
But there's nothing I can say to change
The things I've done


Nobody's Side- Scott Coulter

Everybody's playing the game
But nobody's rules are the same
Nobody's on nobody's side
Better learn to go it alone
Recognize you're out on your own
Nobody's on nobody's side.

The Noose- A Perfect Circle [Redemption!Arc]
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends
To the dead


Not As We- Alanis Morissette [Post-S4 Canon/Thaneplot]
Day one, day one
Start over again
Step one, step one
I'm barely making sense
For now I'm faking it
'Til I'm psuedo-making it
From scratch, begin again

Not Dark Yet- Bob Dylan
I was born here and I'll die here against my will
I know it looks like I'm movin' but I'm standin' still
Every nerve in my body is so naked and numb
I can't even remember what it was I came here to get away from
Don't even hear the murmur of a prayer
It's not dark yet but it's gettin' there
.


Not So Clever Now- Thea Gilmore
I can see that these lies are a soul disease
And your emotional coffin is warping at the seams

And hey, Mr. Not So Clever Now
What have you created?
Just look into this face and
Tell me you hate it

On Fire- Switchfoot [April]
When everything inside me looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I'll take


Only When I Lose Myself- Depeche Mode
It's only when I lose myself with someone else
That I find myself
I find myself


Owning My Mistakes- Anthony Stewart Head
Can't blame anyone
For anything I've done
They're my mistakes

Pain- Three Days Grace [Irina]
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand


A Pain That I'm Used To- Depeche Mode
There's a hole in your soul like an animal
With no conscience, repentance unknown
Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
Devils feed on the seeds that are sown

Paper Tiger- Spoon [April]
I'll never hold you back
And I won't force my will
I will no longer do the Devil's wishes
Something I read on a dollar bill
A paper tiger can't tell you where he stands
We'll go back tonight the way that we came
I'm not dumb, just want to hold your hand

Picking Up Pieces- Blue October
I find it hard to hold conversations
I get sweaty sick and I wanna walk away
No it's not you its strictly me in this situation
But I'm wondering will it ever go away Â…just go away

(...)

I'm scared of death
I'm scared of living
Shit I gave up on the past cause its unforgiving
I misplaced my trust
I watched my word begin to rust
I'm that balloon about to bust
I need a place for reliving still


Pieces- Dark New Day
Make me
Into the one you want, into the one you need, you bend and
Break me
You watch me separate myself from who I really am
To fit into your plan


Pity the Child- Chess
Pity the child who has ambition
Knows what he wants to do
Knows that he'll never fit the system
Others expect him to

Points of Authority- Linkin Park
You like to think you're never wrong
(You live what you’ve learned)
You have to act like you're someone
(You live what you’ve learned)

Positively Fourth Street- Bob Dylan
Do you take me for such a fool
To think I'd make contact
With the one who tries to hide
What he don't know to begin with

Problem Child- AC/DC
And you're on my list
Dead or alive
I've got a .45
And I never miss

Protect Me From What I Want- Placebo
Wedding bells ain't gonna chime
With both of us guilty of crime
And both of us sentenced to time
And now were all alone

Protect me from what I want...
Protect me protect me
Protect me from what I want...
Protect me protect me


Rat Within the Grain- Damien Rice
It’s a stupid situation now
Where everything goes wrong
If you can't tell if I’m lying
Then you do not belong

Rest In Peace- Once More With Feeling [Sydney]
I know I should go
But I follow you like a man possessed
There's a traitor here beneath my breast
And it hurts me more than you've ever guessed

Rest In Pieces- Saliva [April]
Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
You got much closer than I thought you did


Reviewing the Situation- Oliver! [Redemption!Arc]
A man's got a heart, hasn't he?
Joking apart -- hasn't he?
And tho' I'd be the first one to say that I wasn't a saint...
I'm finding it hard to be really as black as they paint...


Revolution Roulette- Poets of the Fall

Everybody loves the perfect solution
To beat the odds against the poorest possible substitution
What you see is never what you're gonna get
Everybody's playing revolution roulette

Right Before Your Eyes- Hoobastank
And I know there will be mistakes that I will make
But I know they’re not worse than chances I don’t take


Rise From the Ashes- Quietdrive
I will now rise from the ashes
Don't call me pretentious
I'm sitting here making my own rules
And if I fall from the ceiling
You'll be down there waiting
To finish me

A Rock and a Hard Place- Sisters of Mercy [Irina]
A rock and a hard place await for for me
Between the devil and the deep blue sea
Everything I ever did right or wrong
Hid out of sight where I belong, belong


Rootless Tree- Damien Rice
What I want from this
Is learn to let go
No, not of you
Of all that's been told
Killers re-invent and believe
And this leans on me, like a rootless...

Ruiner- Nine Inch Nails [Thaneplot]
Maybe it's a part of me you took to a place I hoped it would never go
And maybe that fucked me up so much more than you'll ever know


Run Away- Staind

(Run away) So I can hide.
(Run away) I've mastered feeling nothing.
(Run away) I'm dead inside.
(Run away) Why don't I care?


Runaway Train- Soul Asylum
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here no there

Save You- Emilie Autumn [April]
How do I save you from the things I've been?
I can't deny the past, it's written on my face
How do I save you from the mess you're in
When I can't make you leave this torturous embrace?

Search and Destroy- Iggy Pop and the Stooges
I'm a street walking cheetah
with a heart full of napalm
I'm a runaway son of the nuclear A-bomb
I am the world's forgotten boy
The one who searches and destroys

SexyBack- Justin Timberlake
I'm bringing sexy back (yeah)
Them other boys don't know how to act (yeah)
I think you're special, what's behind your back? (yeah)
So turn around and I'll pick up the slack. (yeah)


She- Elvis Costello [April]
She
May be the reason I survive
The why and wherefore I'm alive
The one I'll care for through the rough in ready years

Show Me Love- t.A.T.u
Tell me nothing ever counts
Lashing out or breaking down
Still somebody loses
There's no way to turn around

Tell me how you've never felt
Delicate or innocent

Sick Cycle Carousel- Lifehouse
I never thought I'd end up here
Never thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kind of thought that it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong now one more time


Something Wrong- Mesh
Do you think I could sit here
And talk about the things that go on in my head
I've sorted things out now
Faced up to it over and over again

Speed Me Towards Death- Rob D
I don't want to die slowly
I don't want to decay
I want to be chosen
I want to be made
I don't want to die lonely and weary of life


Staplegunned- Spill Canvas [Sydney]
Do I have to spell it out for you
Or scream it in your face
Oh the chemistry between us could destroy this place
Do I have to spell it out for you
Or whisper in your ear
Oh just stop right there
I think that we've got something here

Stand- Rascal Flats
'Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend 'til you break
'Cause it's all you can take


Staring at the Sun- The Offspring
When I ran I didn't feel like a runaway
When I escaped I didn't feel like I got away
There's more to living than only surviving
Maybe I'm not there, but I'm still trying


Straitjacket- Alanis Morissette
Something so benign for construed as cruelty
Such a difference between who I am and who you see
Conclusions you come to of me routinely incorrect
I don’t know who you’re talking to with such fucking disrespect

Stranger in the World- Boy George
Whoever told you that these were the days of our lives?
The sweet boys, they crumble
And the wicked ones rise and survive

Stupify- Disturbed
Why do you like playing around with
My narrow scope of reality
I can feel it all start slipping
I think I'm breaking down


Sugar, We're Goin' Down- Fall Out Boy
Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week

Symbolistic White Walls- Matthew Good Band [April]
I have a psychic- she says I'm lonely
She says my destiny is turning out all wrong

Tear You Apart- She Wants Revenge [Sydney]
Either way he wanted her and this was bad
He wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her


There's A Face- Eve 6
There's a face I know to well
See it every time I look in the mirror
No, I don't kiss and tell
I'll tell you after I've betrayed you

Supersonic boy sweating sin
The pillar that I'm melting on will prove you wrong
Keep your lips sealed
This just in:
You're speeding up the ticker of a walking time bomb

The Tide Began to Rise- Demon Hunter
I don't belong here
I never saw this on the path I walk
The blood-stained walls, the lines of chalk on the floor
Its getting so hard
I never saw the backlash, when the tide began to rise
I can't remember
The way it was when everything felt right
My mouth held shut and eyes sealed tight with control


Thunderball-Tom Jones
He knows the meaning of success.
His needs are more, so he gives less.
They call him the winner who takes all.
And he strikes, like thunderball.

Tortures of the Damned- Bayside
I hate myself more than I ever let on.
I’m burned out at 22.
I lived too fast and I loved too much and I’ll die too young, but I chose this cup that I drank from.
That I drank from.
Knew what I was getting into.
But I couldn’t let out what I had to keep in.

Transformer- Seabound
[Transformer]
You are no scientist
You're not an amorist
[Transformer]
Those lifelines don't exist
Welcome to square zero
[Transformer]
You're no protagonist
You are no gentleman


Truth- Seether
The deception you show is your own parasite
Just a word of advice you can heed if you like
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me


The Ultimate Fling- Poets of the Fall
Give me a reason- come on now, make my day
Spoken my pleas, now someone's gotta pay
Ask yourself just how lucky do you feel

Under the Gun- Supreme Beings of Leisure
I’ve been accused, I’ve been abused
Sometimes misused and, yes, confused
A loaded pen I dip again
Another trigger-happy friend

Uninvited- Alanis Morissette [Lauren]
Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm

Union of the Snake- Duran Duran
Telegram force and ready
I knew this was a big mistake
There's a fine line drawing
My senses together
And I think it's about to break

Unnecessary Trouble- Hard-Fi
You make excuses
For their ruthlessness
You can't imagine yourself being so careless
There is no reason why they want to hurt you
Maybe it's envy they know they just can't touch you
The hypocrites don't, don't like the bed they lay in
So come out fighting, you know you're always going to win

There's just no point in cause unnecessary trouble
Just make sure you cause trouble when it's necessary


Unstoppable- The Calling [Sydney]
If we had this night together
If we had a moment to ourselves
If we had this night together, then we'd be unstoppable


Use What You Got- The Life
You've got to use every friend as a means to an end
Hey, ain't that what a friend is for?

Vermillion Pt. 2- Slipknot [Sydney]
She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable
Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
And I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad


The View- Modest Mouse
Your gun went off.
Well you shot off your mouth and look where it got you.


A View to a Kill- Duran Duran
Meeting you with a view to a kill
Face to face in secret places feel the chill
Nightfall covers me
But you know, the plans I'm making
Still oversee
Could it be the whole earth opening wide
A sacred why, a mystery gaping inside

Vindicated- Dashboard Confessional [Redemption!Arc]
Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself


Viva La Vida- Coldplay
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, and pillars of sand

Walking Wounded- The Tea Party
Is it safe to look within
And erase all that's been
And all that's been between
Is it gone, tell me what went wrong?
'Cause, baby, I'm not that strong
And I'm walking wounded

Warboys- Queen + Paul Rodgers
They were born with the knowledge of the struggle to survive
They were raised, learning only ways to stay alive
Their language is the language of the bullet and the gun
If you can see them coming, baby, better run

The Way Things Are- Fiona Apple
I wouldn't know what to do with another chance
If you gave it to me
I couldn't take the embrace of a real romance
It'd race right through me
I'm much better off the way things are
Much much better off, better by far, by far
I wouldn't know what to say to a gentle voice
It'd roll right past me
And if you chalk it up you'll see I don't really have a choice
So don't even ask me
I'm much better off, the way things are


Weapon- Matthew Good Band
Here by my side, an angel
Here by my side, the devil
Never turn your back on me
Never turn your back on me again

Weird Friendless Kid- Emiliana Torrini
Weird friendless kid
You don't know where you live
No one knows a thing about you
No one ever did

Whatever I Fear- Toad the Wet Sprocket
Did we expect these things to change
By waking up and suddenly there they are
And all I need's a starting place
And nothing ever seemed so hard...

Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me
Whenever I let my guard down, whatever I was ignoring
Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me
Whatever I have been given, whatever I have been


The World Is Not Enough- Garbage
I know how to hurt
I know how to heal
I know what to show
And what to conceal

X-Ray Mind- Mad Season
Do the laughs die when
One such as I run
And allow myself
Time for own true needs
When convincing me
That you're on my team
May not lie to me
But not mentioning

So sit back and have
An hysterical
Laugh at tiny holes
Buy and trade men's souls


You Can't Take Me- Bryan Adams
Don't judge a thing until you know what's inside it
Dont' push me - I'll fight it

Young Offender- Pet Shop Boys
You may be broke now, you may be bored
Call you delinquent or leave you ignored
You'll get what you want.


You Won't Be Mine- Matchbox Twenty [Sydney]
Take your head around the world
See what you get
From your mind
Write your soul down word for word
See who's your friend
Who is kind
It's almost like a disease
I know soon you will be


Over the lies, you'll be strong
You'll be rich in love and you will carry on
But no - oh no
No you wont be mine

 

Date: 2009-05-11 05:38 pm (UTC)
eelseason: (/OOC: EEL SEASON)
From: [personal profile] eelseason
Way of the World - Genesis
If you take the tears from crying eyes
will the hurt just disappear
put a weapon in the hands of a frightened man
will he show no fear
so we stand and we watch as the city lights go out one by one
Mother Nature sits on the other side with a loaded gun

Why is there blue sky
why is there red sky,
now's the time to ask the reason,
should the blue sky, meet the red sky
should the rules have to change at all
we all know whatever they say, time is on our side
Ooh this world has been here before just going round and round

We all agree as far as we can see
It's just the way of the world,
that's how it's meant to be
There's right and there's wrong
There's weak - oh and there's strong
It's just the way of the world
and that's how it's meant to be

Date: 2009-05-11 05:45 pm (UTC)
eelseason: (/OOC)
From: [personal profile] eelseason
Suffer In Silence - Apoptygma Berzerk
I know I've messed things up
By turning gold to stone
Because of my free will, I lied about it all the way
I need to forget, and make this tragic feeling go away

I never heard a word, a word of what you said
Too busy being selfish, I never learned the rules of life
It's time to confess, and look you in the eyes
I need you to forgive, and make this tragic feeling go away

I know I lost
Please let me suffer in silence
I've said enough
Please help me hide from the ghost
from my past for a while.

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